- Taking things for granted - you don't really realise it or learn your lesson until you've lost it, or threatened to lose it or if it's too late.
- Wasting time - procrastination, not knowing what I want to do with my life
- Wasting money on stupid things. Sometimes I can rationalise it by sayings that money is made to be spent and the short term happiness it brings me is well worth it
- Need to stop making excuses for not exercising. I am seriously so unfit.
- I think I'm starting to fall into a mentality of anti relationships - too much trouble, too much effort, too much time. Just too much. But this might be just one of those phases of reassessment. Honestly, you've probably heard it a million times, but it's difficult being in a relationship if you don't know where you stand in life, what you want, who you are.
- I've been getting the feeling that I need to establish that for myself first. Get my life together. Not rely on others so much.
- I hope I'm not becoming a shut in. Though to be honest, the idea doesn't sounds too bad at the moment.
- LOL, you know what? After reading this again, I've realised that at the end of the day, it doesn't really matter cause once you meet someone that's right, then all these worries won't matter a lick.
- I get the feeling that I've started to steel myself again. Call me dramatic but I have times where I just don't trust anyone anymore. After all, everyone's so busy with their own lives, why should they care about your worries? That's something I also need to improve on - deal with my problems myself cause others probably have enough on their plate. And really, sometimes talking about others about your problems isn't a good idea. It just perpetuates your worries and doubts. Deal with it yourself, it'll be quicker. Now, I just need to practice what I preach, LOL which is honestly easier said than done.
- So stressed and overwhelmed. Granted, it's to be expected, being 2 weeks out from finals and everything. *deep breath*
- Want to travel and escape all my worries.
- Want to earn and drown myself in money I don't currently have - It's always money isn't it? The key factor that limits me. I hate it.
- I want to learn more about history. Like actually know enough to engage in a deep debate about it. I've realised that I have close to no knowledge on history and it's always grated on my nerves. It makes me feel stupid. Modern history. Something I definitely need to improve on. Perhaps during the holidays.
- Also want to pick up photography. Going to pester my photography-savvy friends to coach me and give me tips. Maybe ask them to take me on little trips and take photos together. That sounds fun. Trip to Melbourne anyone?
- I finally set up my electric blanket/fitted bed sheet today. Going to have a warm night's sleep. Hope I wake up on time tomorrow.
- Left my bicycle at the station again - will have to walk out tomorrow. Meaning, need to wake up a little earlier. Dang it.
Urgh. Must do work and study now.
Adieu.